Boy do I miss you already. I know i’ve texted you already but it’s not the same without you here. Holding you, going to sleep with you. This isn’t just a normal break up. It’s like a life split. Feels like my life has completely gone half empty. I didn’t think our minor argument was going to lead to you leaving. That was a shock. I don’t know if you are even going to read this after all the text I sent you but it’s worth a try. If you really are going through with this, could it at least be proper with one last kiss? I was hoping on coming home from work to my beebee to cuddle because we agreed to cuddle and sleep together every night no matter what. I don’t know if I’ll love another like you and I surely won’t try. I wish you told me in person so I could talk you out of it but you played it smart. I guess this is goodbye. I guess I shouldn’t be surprised if I come home one day and all your stuff is gone.  I just ask for the key to the apt, mailbox, and the chase debit card back once you are completely through. I’m planning on canceling the bank account and I could just open up a new one, and you could go back to Bank of America. I would like to ask you not to leave, but why for? There’s been plenty of times where you would leave, and me chase you. I’ve learned that it doesn’t work. Te amo mi corazonsito. I’m going to miss smushing your face. 

I know this is something that you will read after I send you a text saying that it is over. So I just want to start off with I love you more than anyone or anything I have ever encountered. And leaving is the hardest thing I will ever do in my whole life but I feel like everything ends eventually so why drag it out. Fall more inlove with you, just to know in the back of my mind it will end. You are the most precious thing to me and I know you may not believe me now or ever but I hope that soon you will understand. You are and always will be my first love. The one person who I completely gave my heart to. Shared my soul with. Let see my every flaw. And the best part is I’m ok with that. Knowing that you will always have my heart. I love you, and I want you to know that. I’m in love with you and that will never end. Please forgive me. Not for leaving but for hurting you. That I will regret until I die. You are pure and kind and deserve someone who will be %100 to you. I love you with my whole being. We just fit and I love you for that. 

I’m not fat because I’m lazy, I’m lazy because I’m fat